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Mindful Meditation

by Bobby Heaven

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1.
I don’t love you like you love me I don’t love you like you love me It’s like family that have died coming back to me Like oceans that have dried gushing from the scree It’s in the corner of your mind It’s in the corner of your mind, barely It’s like children in the dark finding their way home The frenzy of a shark when blood rides on the foam It’s in the attic of your soul It’s in the attic of your soul, yeah You’ll never reach in for it, so I don’t love you like you love me I don’t love you like you love me Holy surrender, yours forever I don’t remember where I’m from Can you remember what I’ve surrendered How I rendered myself alone? It’s in the panic of your drought It’s in the panic of your drought, yeah It’s in the fear of being without I don’t love you like you love me I don’t love you like you love me Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
2.
The Ritz 01:41
I made the bed And unmade it soon after I hung a sign on the door And turned the TV on I watched the bottom Right quadrant Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
3.
Laghima 04:50
Will the changes of the world Tail into the cyan of a Nainital erosion? Will the autumn and the cold Tunnel by my cave in all its silence and devotion? I want you. I feel you. A river Rages through me when I’m ailing for stillness for nothing In my heart but god Will the changes of the world Leave me where I lie and when I will it to be over? Will the hunger and the cold Slowly dissipate that I may hold a leaf forever When I close my eyes to light Light as touch, about to lose it all I see you, I feel you, sunshine Will the ravens of the north Never make a sound where I am tied to my religion? Will the world and all its worth Carry me around without a single more revision? When I close my eyes to light Light as touch, about to lose it all I see you, I feel you, sunshine Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
4.
I wanna shear it I wanna shear it slow The way I'm shorn Little blue dress I ought to feel so gone Yet here I'm born I awoke in fresh hell Though I hit the pillow chaste Too damn specific The way it's slipping down your waist The dense Pacific Caught on your right hip, pushed out slightly You fling a brazen look my way Holly Golightly Hey Don't stare at me changing, you whisper And just like that It's gone And to the candle rays We're a cannibal race We're... Down, girl, down I wanna be silhouetted all around I wanna be fire burning off the ground I wanna be sundown Down, girl, down I wanna be unregretted in this round I wanna be fire burning off the ground I wanna be sundown You wanna tell me You wanna tell me something About the stars Just for the perfume On your breath Soft as Secrets White lies Pink lies White noise Lilied air Dead bars Down, girl, down I wanna be silhouetted all around I wanna be fire burning off the ground I wanna be sundown Down, girl, down I wanna be unregretted in this round I wanna be fire burning off the ground I wanna be sundown Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
5.
Close your blinds Usher in the hour of silhouettes And shadows Free your mind Smell the country lilac on your walls And follow Walk around, baby Eyes in the stars Heaven above sets no alarms Strip for bed, angel Let yourself drop With heaven curled up here in your arms Hear a voice On your pillow rests a telephone Just listen Whispered noise Crackling fragments of a lullaby You miss him Slip away, baby Eyes in the stars Heavenly clouds set for a storm When the rain comes, you Won’t be alone Your love on the phone and in your arms Hope you know someone is dreaming of you Hope you know the world is waiting for you Walk around, baby Eyes in the stars Heaven above sets no alarms Strip for bed, angel Let yourself drop With heaven curled up here in your arms In your arms Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
6.
In Roses 03:21
You are beside me You are in roses I am in visions Of your insanity You are in blue seas You are inferno I am united By your dichotomy First you want to die Then you want to live Leave me to die Then you want to go Now you want to stay Stay by your god Lyrics by R. Hoeve
7.
In my hide Seven rains are falling For a bride Barely out of her dress In my leather rind Cherry blossoms die Lips unbind And I want to breathe the Air inside Feel the cut of her throat In my iron gaze Lock to shackle takes Stare me down Please stare me down She's not blind But she will unsee it She can fight But she does not want war In a little while I'll unlock her eyes Stare me down Like an animal Yeah Paper cranes Plum-plummet down I can't wait To experience, experience The peace Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
8.
Sapphire Skye Taking over Dancing over to my chair Feels like I can see forever With the sky so clear Sapphire Skye Lay your hand on Lay your hand right on my chest Push me far as you desire Put my faith to the test Sapphire Skye Know it's true, girl It's like blue gives way to black When your song arrives in heaven And they take you back Summer nights In sin city It's a pity I'm still there Praying on the blue horizon To catch the wind of your hair Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
9.
Veracruz 03:24
Wading in the fire She defiles every spill of midnight oil In my heart burned river I'll forgive my imbecile for eyeing me On my long island In the baby hours Heavy vowels come and go, and I'm left be Cogwheel through a process On a cross-shaped dock alone, till she awakes Nightgowned ruby, easy eyelids Cut into the ides of Mine Solitude, i want to hide you Be here on your time. But I... Ruby gown and ammolite eyes Writhing in the firelight Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
10.
Generation 07:01
Vino wide it hold my high and bold my low Once a night I'm told I'm shy and sold for more Shame your eyes are buzzing flies And you don't understand I'll survive without the Bison gestures of your hands Just meet me where I am Oh meet me where I am The half-yellow, half-forest green aisles The transition line like a sundial Then the hillside Then the last sky A vine on a vine over again I go reeling like old papa Hem Generations Found inside me I got a feeling I'm sucking my gen Dry Why Guess you like it, honey pie Vino wide I hold my breath and dive below Somewhere I been told the bottle is a show So I rise and skim your thighs And ask you for a dance What a life, god, what a life Here before me stands! Come on and take my hand Come on the world is grand The half-yellow, half-forest green aisles The transition line like a sundial Then the hillside Then the last sky A vine on a vine over again We go reeling like old papa Hem Generations Found inside us I got a feeling I'm sucking my gen Y Dry I got a feeling I'm sucking my gen Y Dry I'll come over to way back when in time Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff
11.
Burn Me Dry 02:44
Burn me dry sunshine Leave nothing of this poisoned well Vapour rises to the blue Rolling high above your clientele At long last feels like you're calling me out I'm obliged to take a bow in your gleam Lovely spell you've cast on my eyes Light my way down a strange road Then vanish into evening glaze I need rest sunshine A motel where no one ever stays Lyrics by Y. Sheremetieff

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Mindful Meditation was recorded in Edmonton, Canada in the Winter and Spring of 2013.

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released October 9, 2013

Bobby Heaven:
Ryan Hoeve (8-string guitar, bass, vocals)
Yvan Sheremetieff (vocals, percussion, synths, Chapman Stick, theremin)

Drums recorded by Jimmy Bourbon at La Strontsa, Roma

Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 7, 11 written by Y. Sheremetieff
Tracks 2, 8, 9, 10 written by Bobby Heaven
Track 6 written by R. Hoeve

All tracks produced and arranged by Bobby Heaven
Mixed and mastered by R. Hoeve

Cover design by Y. Sheremetieff

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